October 2010
I'm just a notch in your bedpost, but you're just...
anxiety and crap
My anxiety has been awful lately… I had a panic/anxiety attack last week and today I had (am having) another one. I hope no one ever has to go through this, it’s one of the worst feelings. I don’t know why I’ve been having them more frequently lately. I think the reason I’ve been feeling like this is because maybe of what I heard at work. Something happened and its...
shall I be a bad ass this weekend and maybe get another tattoo or piercing?
I’ll be in bumble this weekend and why not right? right! :) help me pick
(leaning towards another piercing…cause tattoo wise idk if I’d get one in bumble)
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emmataylorrr:
Question: “Is it true that you’re opening for Justin Bieber in December?”
John: “No. He’s opening for us.”
There’s Nothing I’ve been missing more lately than late night stickam sessions with the people I love most. I’m hoping to do well in school in order to get my internet back. So far I’m not doing so bad. I miss my friends so much…
I'm the invisible man, who can't stop staring, at...
<3
ya I posted all my days today oops
Heck Yeah Tumblr Challenges!: 10 Day iPod Shuffle... →
heckyeahtumblrchallenges:
You literally have to do these by day and not more than one a day because you have to post the audio file up. (; So don’t miss a day!
First song to come on your shuffle; why it is on your iPod, what significance does it hold?
First song to come on your shuffle that makes you happy; why does it…
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Reblog if you believe GINASFS.
“Things have changed for me… and that’s okay…” I guess Panic!
I feel like I’m just going through the motions….
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I'm the invisible man who can't stop looking at...
Another one of my former friends died from a drug overdose. That puts the count up to 15 people I know. My heart goes out to his family and friends <3
“I’m just trying to find a verse now I’ve lost my words cause you...”
– Play For Keeps
http://formspring.me/melanie123 →
Cheer me up buttercup
Every time my mindset goes from shitty to somewhat okay there’s always someone waiting around the bend ready to fuck it up…awesome back to where I was this afternoon
“found the courage to keep going, as much as its going to be painful ...”
rosesavagemusic asked: This isn't really a question. I just wanted to say that it doesn't matter if you relapsed again, I want you to know that no matter what you are always in control. You allow how much influence the drug has on you. You allow how much influence anything external can have over you. I want to encourage you not to give up and to stay positive as well as connected to yourself. You will be in my...
So I’ve decided I’m going to get my tattoo after I see how I did in school….if I did well, I’ll be getting my tattoo (one of many) if I didn’t ummm well see
Everyday Bape! EVERYDAY
“Talking about music is like dancing about architecture is something Patrick used...”
– Pete Wentz (via crashqueen)
you know who you are
Here’s to the strangers that became friends
that turned into family
To the sleepless nights we spent confessing everything
no matter how hard it was
knowing we’d never judge one another
but instead reaching out to help
the distance doesn’t matter much
we’ve been through hell and back,
our fair share of people that have come in and out of all our lives
but somehow we’ve all stuck by one...
I’m dying for people to.know the real me
Those letters are from my lovely girls and Diego. Mostly my pen pal, Krystal :)
Lately I’ve been feeling like there’s so much I want to get off my chest. But the only people I truly trust are hundreds of miles away in different states. (Except one) but I’ve been so nostalgic And just want things back to normal which I know in my heart won’t most likely happen. Because I don’t have internet on my computer things are harder. I know people think...
Current situation
Take me back to those days
Where worrying about who I was never crossed my mind
When I only cared about my next fix.
I’m far from broken or bruised, damaged is the only way to describe my current state.
My old ways were easier, never caring who id hurt in the process was the way I traveled through life.
Gliding by on numbed feelings
Saying I missed that is an understatment
Never wanting to...
My biggest accomplishment to date was when I spoke in front of 400 young kids about staying sober. I feel like I failure because after almost 2 years of soberity I let It slip through my fingers. I feel like I impacted at least one of those life’s that day But I wish I could still have lived up to everything I imagined. I wish so many other things could gave happened. Mainly I want to let my...
