Melanie. 22. Chicago.

Fall Out Boy, The Maine, Big Time Rush, Patrick Stump, This Century, Austin Gibbs.

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❝…Expectation is the root of all heartache.❞
(William Shakespeare)



So relevant right now.

So relevant right now.


I’m just really tired.

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The fact that I’ve only slept maybe 10 hours the past three nights can’t be good.



This picture was taken at a graduation party in Long Grove, IL. Where Fall Out Boy performed. Years later I was going through some pictures and found it. I immediately called my older sister who was there. (My sister graduated High School in 2003 and She invited me but sadly I couldn’t attend) I called her and sent her this picture because of the guy in the back. The guy in the background was her roommate at the time and a close friend. A lot of people love this picture of Patrick and say the guy, Brian, ruined the photo. To this day this picture makes me smile.

This picture was taken at a graduation party in Long Grove, IL. Where Fall Out Boy performed. Years later I was going through some pictures and found it. I immediately called my older sister who was there. (My sister graduated High School in 2003 and She invited me but sadly I couldn’t attend) I called her and sent her this picture because of the guy in the back. The guy in the background was her roommate at the time and a close friend. A lot of people love this picture of Patrick and say the guy, Brian, ruined the photo. To this day this picture makes me smile.




[[MORE]]Just finished watching “The Making Of: Pioneer.” The Maine has been there through so many painful and happy moments of my life. It’s crazy how over the years not only have I grown and matured but so have they. Basically right there with me in a way.  First during the agonizing end of high school till now. And in a few weeks I’ll be graduating college. Throughout it all, (the death of many friends, the end of friendships, and my own personal struggles) their music has always been an escape. Not only has it been an escape it’s been a saving grace (no pun intended). 
They’ve reignited my passion and love for music when that flame was dwindling. And I thought about giving up on my dream about going into the business. 
I hope that everyone has a band that makes them feel like there’s hope. 

First time going to Spanish since the 13th of this month. I hope my teacher doesn’t want my documentation for my absences…


Nervous. A little scared. But this is long overdue. Let’s see what happens.


Sometimes things get to be too much.


Even though my anxiety is so bad and I’m beyond overwhelmed beyond belief. I’m proud of myself for not breaking down and coming apart at the seams.